Her is Gone... To Thailand.

Her left me alone for 3 weeks. Here's some evidence that I, believe it or not, actually have (some) emotions! (gasp)

Her being far more emotional than I started to cry and miss me before we even got to the airport. Very touching. Of course the entire time I didn't get it. What's to miss? She hadn't left yet, I'm still sitting next to her and she's going off to do something she's been dreaming of for years. Why spend the time missing me instead of being excited for your trip?

My guess she probably got a little choked up when we parted ways as she went through security check. But, as soon as she sat down in the plane, all that was gone and there was nothing but excitement for her trip to the un-wiped ass of Asia. I'm not calling Thailand the ass of Asian let alone an un-wiped one. Her specifically wanted to go to the worst parts of Thailand so she could kind of get some culture shock. That and Thailand is in southern Asian and does have a "crack" in it.

It took me about 7-8 hours after she left for me to start missing Her. After we left the airport and headed back to my parent's house I spent some time surfing the web before we sat down and had some lunch. Gathering up my things, I headed back to my own house and it wasn't until an hour or so went by I realized how quiet it was. Well not entirely quiet as I still talk to myself, but there was no retort at all. I went around doing whatever I felt like doing and there was nothing. No one to bug, no one to bug me asking me to do something or just a random question and for the first time in a really really long time, I felt lonely.

First I felt lonely then I realized I was alone, which kind of made me sad. Then I realized I'd be alone for 3 weeks which was the exact moment I started to miss Her. I sad now. I wonder how long this feeling is going to last...